More than a year ago, I discovered John Tavener's setting of
The
Great Canon of St. Andrew of Crete on a CD borrowed from the
public library. Follow the link for the rendition by the Tallis
Scholars, featuring the hypnotic, compelling chanting of baritone
Jeremy White (which sadly is not heard on the sound file excerpt). If
you want to Google for more information, I must warn you this piece is
sometimes called an "Ode" instead of a Canon, particularly by the
publisher.
Perhaps that word needs scare quotes: "publisher." I ordered a copy
of the score, having fallen in love with the idea of performing the
work during a Holy Week service at my church. I found it to be a
boar's nest. It was nothing but a faint photocopy of Tavener's
manuscript. We're talking here about something that came out of the
pre-desktop publishing era. Quotes of ancient Greek and Russian texts
appear in the score in the composer's
el crapito handwriting
spelled in Greek or Russian alphabet without any transliteration to
Latin script.
How could I possibly get this ... this ... near-random scattering of
toner blotches on paper into shape? I would have had to transcribe the
whole 15-minute work into Finale, then research the foreign text and
provide phonetic help in the score to my singers. But what singers?
Seeing the score made me realize how difficult the thing would be to
perform. I
always underestimate the difficulty, so if I say it
is difficult,
it is difficult. I could hire eight professional
singers, but most of them would have come from outside the
congregation, which a lot of people would view as a waste.
So I gave up the idea of performing
The Canon. Then, a funny
thing happened. My boss at St. Luke asked me to write music for the
Maundy
Thursday service.
The Canon was reborn through its
influence on my piece.
Still, I can't get the power of
The Canon out of my head. The
cantor sings the gut-churning
words
of repentance, pausing only to allow the full chorus to sing "Lord have
mercy" in multiple languages. There's no effete fussing over anyone's
precious self-esteem here. One's self-esteem is about to get its
backside tanned:
1. Where
shall I begin to lament the deeds of my wretched life? What
first-fruit shall I offer, O Christ, for my present lamentation? But
in Thy compassion grant me release from my falls.
2. Come, wretched soul, with your flesh, confess to the Creator of
all. In future refrain from your former brutishness, and offer to God
tears in repentance.
3. Having rivalled the first-created Adam by my transgression, I
realize that I am stripped naked of God and of the everlasting kingdom
and bliss through my sins. (Genesis 3)
4. Alas, wretched soul! Why are you like the first Eve? For you have
wickedly looked and been bitterly wounded, and you have touched the
tree and rashly tasted the forbidden food.[...]
7. I have willfully incurred the guilt of Cain's murder, since by
invigorating my flesh I am the murderer of my soul's awareness, and
have warred against it by my evil deeds. (Genesis 4:8) [...]
20. From my youth, O Christ, I have rejected Thy commandments. I have
passed my whole life without caring or thinking as a slave of my
passions. Therefore, O Saviour, I cry to Thee: At least in the end
save me.
21. I have squandered in profligacy my substance, O Saviour, and I am
barren of virtues and piety; but famished I cry: O Father of mercies,
forestall and have compassion on me. (Luke 15:13,17)
22. I fall prostrate before Thee, O Jesus. I have sinned against
Thee, be merciful to me. Take from me the heavy yoke of sin, and in
Thy compassion grant me tears of compunction.[...]
To those without the right temperament or training, it may seem strange
that anyone could read these words with a sense of liberating joy. Yet
I can confirm it. The surrender of all pretense, the confession of
one's utter spiritual poverty, is something I dread, and something I
cherish as precious.
Ooookay, I scared you all away, didn't I. Come back please. Forgive
me -- for I have rivalled the first-created Adam by my transgression --
oops! Sorry. Oh well, here's a peace offering: a
David
Hasselhoff video. (Hat tip to
The
Corner.) Kinda embarrassing for the old guy, what with that dead
fish in his mouth and everything, but the tune sure is catchy. I
wonder if he wrote it himself.